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Thursday, December 08, 2005

state of normalcy ????

i've lost count of hw many times ppl cm up to me and tell me i'm nt normal.. during da past couple of weeks i've hd more people tell me this. Intead of being disheartened by these comments I gt 2 thinkin abt wht they were sayin. Thn i came 2 da conclusion tht all these problems wuld be soughted out by ansewrin one simple question...
WHAT IS NORMAL??.
does normal mean , is it conformin totally to societies rules & regulations & basically leading a boyscout existence I mean tht seem pretty hard seein tht societies rule change daily and tht there are always ppl who will say tht u r nt normal for conforming 2 da ideal set forth by others, yet if u do not follow them also u come under fire frm a section who say tht nt bein able 2 stick 2 a simple pattern or routine is a disease which is da embodiment of da great faliure in da human race.. Wht happened to individuality and free thinking Nt tht its ok 2 plan mass genocide and other acts of potential mass scale calamity... Wht i'm talking abt is jus bein ursef havin weird hang ups like believeing in vampires and drawing parallels frm a universe far far away. Or jus simply thinkin differrently abt a problem.. ppl who do this dnt expect everyone 2 jus drop wht they r doing and listen to them it jus tht they wnt ppl to admit tht their prespective has some truth to it.
In my case i see thing diferently and well approach thing diferently and i knw everyone does tht bt wen i tell ppl stf they jus seem to think i'm crazy and nt normal.. hw do we knw tht wht everyone else sees is da normal prespective it culd jus be tht they hav da wrong veiw.. i yjink tht ppl brand stf has normal if its accepted by da majority so in a sense we culd well be following da wrong assumtion of normality ( nt tht it will hav cataclismic consequences if we r ) bt i mean y cnt i think tht way.. i voice my views if asked & nt like i canvas for them and no one gets hurt frm them yet ppl wnt me 2 change( they gt another thin comin).. it jus seems interesting to think for a race tht harps on creativity and individuality as if there are no bounds to them , we actually only accept them if they fit in which is understandable bt wht is nt understandable is societies obsession wit destroying these views simply beacuse they dnt fit da accpeted norm (yet we honor albert einstein whose theory still does'nt make perfect sense a fine bunch of hypocrites).. Wen u think abt all this its a wonder tht we actually are the creators chosen few . imagine if he decided we needed company GRIN

mAY DA FORCE BE WIT U

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

The unusual

Well after along time .. finished wit 2 offf my tests chemistry, physics.. after tht i've been plauged by this question. what do all the geniuses gain by discuusing the paper after u hav jus finished b4 u gt ur marks I mean obviously if u were wrong u r wrong rite no way u cn get da paper back and correct it at tht point ,??? yet soon as da paper is taken away from them these guys literally form small grops tht discuss and argue each of their answers almost as if it were a reflex action. while most of these meetings appear informal in actuality they r highly ritualised and a certain set of ethics and rules apply to this congregation of intellectual for instance if u by chancs hav da rite answer bt da majority hav oppted for another anwser u mite find ur self out in da cold havin 2 defen ur choice and also one must never forget tht u must never interrupt anothers theorising in midsentence(even if he is literally barking up da wrong tree). Another interesting custom is tht these groups hav a habit of trying 2 rope innocent bystanders such as myself into the proceeding,(which is quite pointless becoz my kind is generally happy to still be standing and stil hav control of bodily function at the end of a paper).. so da simpletons who either by choice or da inability to turn down da inivitation must put up wit 5 or 6 ppl who systeticaly confirm wat u already dread da fact tht u r in fact an idiot who knws nuthn.. or better yet u'l hav 2 ans questionslike "how'd u gt tht wrong tht ws pretty simple?" or my personal favourite"They did'nt ask tht, y'd u write tht?".. yes da world of da brainiacs is a complexx and entaertaining plce if u r jus goion 2 hang around and watch, becoz u will inadvertently hear some classic one liners
"i forgot u add tht i went and derived it frm scratch"
"here i messed up jus da last part i hope i pass" (yeah i mean da 4 parts b4 tht does'nt get marks rite!!!!!)
wht da geniuses dnt realise is tht @ da end of these discussion they mite leave wit a sense of fulfillment da poor simpeltons tht gt roped in and leave wit a sense of exactly hw badly we did da paper or worse hw close we came to gettin it rite & thn cut da whole sum off.
So a word of warnin engaging in all this post exam chatter shuld be done @ ur own risk and if u c da section highest scorer bearing dwn on ur group RUN RUN AWAY( If u cn take of like a bat frm hell :D)...
thts it for me on exams let me close by sayin if i never ever use newtons law of gravitaion or the theory of chemical equilibrium in my whole lufe i shl be sorely disappointed.